Post by zekk on Jun 27, 2005 2:03:53 GMT -5
(chris is my real name, so think chris, not zekk)
My last week to slack is only going to be a 4 day week because after my uncle's wedding this friday, stuff will change for me.
Today, I emotionally got hit rough.
Spiffy, Rivero, Indulge, Koga, and Ninkypoo.
5 friends, all "gone" from FFXI.
Spiffy is quitting at the end of this month.
Rivero has been contemplating quitting and told me he was gone at the end of the month, but deep down, I can feel he'll be back..so far, he hasn't helped with that feeling.
Indulge, I heard today that he'd be gone for a lil while to handle RL stuff. I also heard that he doesn't know If he's returning.
Koga, I heard he was leaving also.
Ninkypoo (my niece figure) is going on a vacation, but doesn't know if she'll be back.
Have u guys ever rode the manaclipper in bibiki bay? It's a really good boat ride, but the music didn't exactly help the mood I was in..
I remember entering South Gustaberg w/ Spiffy JUST STARTING the game. I also remember fighting leaping lizzy for the first time and him yelling at me because i didn't check to see if it was a "decent challenge."
I remember me and Rivero getting owned by Sea Horror, then us two saying we'd hit level 75 together, then go back and teach him a lesson.
I remember me and Koga one day kicked back and relaxed in Valkurm dunes.
I remember farming light elementals with Indulge. I remember how happy this guy would get everytime we did manaburn, hell i remember how happy he'd get whenever I subbed bard. I remember how amped (Excited) he'd get whenever we made a good party.
I remember how happy Ninkypoo always was, and how'd she'd always use the /panic emote and laugh at scorpions using wild rage. I Even remember making a macro for her. Everytime my dark staff comes out (besides resting), on my screen, I see /echo Ninkypoo says _ _ _, then (/panic)s while using WILD RAGE!! heh, _ _ _ is an inside joke, along with panic, along with wild rage.
I decided that In game, I want to do something special for all 5 of them, and something IRL for myself.
Spiffy: I want to develope somewhat of a "I don't give a F" attitude, and learn to control/use it on people who deserve it.
Koga: I want to kick back, and relax. Don't ALWAYS have to be doing something, so just learn to sit back and watch the scenery.
Indulge: I want to farm light elementals on my own, then send him a few clusters for if he ever returns. I also want to compliment any party that is doing good and boost their moral by telling them how good of a job their doing and make myself get all giddy around them.
Rivero: I want to hit level 75, then record via fraps, Sea Horror's death by my hands.
Ninkypoo: I want to go to Attohawa Chasm and laugh at the scorpions as they use Wild Rage, then record it via fraps. I also want to stay more cheerful, hopeful, wishful, happy, calm, cool, caring, and collected.
All 5 of you have given me everything it takes to complete my goal by January. The reason I haven't gotten my GED, saved up money for college, or even been lifting is because I tried to do everything in a 2 month period because of pressure from my father. But Lately I realized that it was too much of a task to handle in 60 days and there was just no way it could be done. So I extended the deadline by half a year.
Get GED, Save up money for college, work this business called prepaid legal to actually have a decent cashflow, and workout every single day to get my body back into it's original.. no.. get my body into BETTER shape than it ever was, so that I can be what I kno I am.
Kind, caring, outgoing, calm, collected, determined, faithful, hopeful, wishful, cheerful, cool, creative, confident, and (physically and mentally) strong.
No, I am not quitting FFXI, but If I'm silent, you know whats going thru my mind.. or atleast half of it.
Enjoy the read.
My last week to slack is only going to be a 4 day week because after my uncle's wedding this friday, stuff will change for me.
Today, I emotionally got hit rough.
Spiffy, Rivero, Indulge, Koga, and Ninkypoo.
5 friends, all "gone" from FFXI.
Spiffy is quitting at the end of this month.
Rivero has been contemplating quitting and told me he was gone at the end of the month, but deep down, I can feel he'll be back..so far, he hasn't helped with that feeling.
Indulge, I heard today that he'd be gone for a lil while to handle RL stuff. I also heard that he doesn't know If he's returning.
Koga, I heard he was leaving also.
Ninkypoo (my niece figure) is going on a vacation, but doesn't know if she'll be back.
Have u guys ever rode the manaclipper in bibiki bay? It's a really good boat ride, but the music didn't exactly help the mood I was in..
I remember entering South Gustaberg w/ Spiffy JUST STARTING the game. I also remember fighting leaping lizzy for the first time and him yelling at me because i didn't check to see if it was a "decent challenge."
I remember me and Rivero getting owned by Sea Horror, then us two saying we'd hit level 75 together, then go back and teach him a lesson.
I remember me and Koga one day kicked back and relaxed in Valkurm dunes.
I remember farming light elementals with Indulge. I remember how happy this guy would get everytime we did manaburn, hell i remember how happy he'd get whenever I subbed bard. I remember how amped (Excited) he'd get whenever we made a good party.
I remember how happy Ninkypoo always was, and how'd she'd always use the /panic emote and laugh at scorpions using wild rage. I Even remember making a macro for her. Everytime my dark staff comes out (besides resting), on my screen, I see /echo Ninkypoo says _ _ _, then (/panic)s while using WILD RAGE!! heh, _ _ _ is an inside joke, along with panic, along with wild rage.
I decided that In game, I want to do something special for all 5 of them, and something IRL for myself.
Spiffy: I want to develope somewhat of a "I don't give a F" attitude, and learn to control/use it on people who deserve it.
Koga: I want to kick back, and relax. Don't ALWAYS have to be doing something, so just learn to sit back and watch the scenery.
Indulge: I want to farm light elementals on my own, then send him a few clusters for if he ever returns. I also want to compliment any party that is doing good and boost their moral by telling them how good of a job their doing and make myself get all giddy around them.
Rivero: I want to hit level 75, then record via fraps, Sea Horror's death by my hands.
Ninkypoo: I want to go to Attohawa Chasm and laugh at the scorpions as they use Wild Rage, then record it via fraps. I also want to stay more cheerful, hopeful, wishful, happy, calm, cool, caring, and collected.
All 5 of you have given me everything it takes to complete my goal by January. The reason I haven't gotten my GED, saved up money for college, or even been lifting is because I tried to do everything in a 2 month period because of pressure from my father. But Lately I realized that it was too much of a task to handle in 60 days and there was just no way it could be done. So I extended the deadline by half a year.
Get GED, Save up money for college, work this business called prepaid legal to actually have a decent cashflow, and workout every single day to get my body back into it's original.. no.. get my body into BETTER shape than it ever was, so that I can be what I kno I am.
Kind, caring, outgoing, calm, collected, determined, faithful, hopeful, wishful, cheerful, cool, creative, confident, and (physically and mentally) strong.
No, I am not quitting FFXI, but If I'm silent, you know whats going thru my mind.. or atleast half of it.
Enjoy the read.
