~Photon Long Posting Thread~

[photon]

4.28.05

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Well like I said last night in game I was thinking about coming on the website and starting a long ass post.

Well I'm going to explain how this works and everyone can follow suit.

RULZ

1. No less then 500 words. Yes words not letters, Plus NO WORDS REPEATED 500 TIMES.
2. Can be about anything or nothing.
3. Quote's dont count.
4. now on May 13, 2005, reward for longest post will be given. <Money is nice isn't it>

Seee... very simple nothing else to this game.
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4.28.05

Well last night sucked REALLY bad, I'm here playing summoner for the last 6 Hrs and got from 38 to 56 in smn skill. It sucked cause well I'm in Yhod Jungle just camped out trying to skill up. Now mind you this is funny shit, because I'm lvl 20 in Yhod Jungle and trying not to get kill while skilling up.

Now I've seen morons, but last night took the cake. There are some faces<nonames> that i can't believe play this game. Now how the hell can you be ok with killing yourself in the middle of other Pt's? Oh come on, what ever happend to just killing yourself to save the pt.

O-well I was just laughing at the stupidity at some of the people running around like head-less chickens.

I think I was more ticked off at the facted that I'm 6 skill lvls away from capping out and kill avatars, but man was I so bored with doing it. If this is something I'm having to do with summoner I'm going to go insane cause there skill ups are just long to get, but having pets is always nice.

On another note, sense I've joined this LS I havn't really done anything with anyone yet, I think its just due to lack of lvls seeing my highest right now is 52RDM, but I'm working on it and I'll get it up to lvl 60 at least in the next couple of weeks I wanted to work on smn first seeing its just been sitting at lvl 20 for like 6mnts...lol Its about time I decide to get to it and work on it.

How's everyone doing in the LS?/? Yeah I'm feeling like that too..

Well the reason I started a thread like this is. I wanted to read some longer replys. I think alot of us in the LS have something to say, and if there is a forum causing us to use our voice that is great in itself. I mean now I've given people to speak out I'm going to be giving a gift to the people that can give me or this thread the longest post. I'm going to be happy and see all the things the LS has to say.

Lets the games begen
~Photon

[-=[Tork]=-]

if you havent' seen Kung fu hustle i sorta talk about it

Written in History class 8:50am
@uno
This dumb fucking bitch had to sit right in front of me after coming 15 min late to class I don’t understand why she just couldn’t sit some where else I’m sitting way in the back of this lecture class and now she made me all uncomfortable and then this huge fat kid I have never seen at all sat next to me so now I’m fucking surrounded by weirdo people and the fat kid did this weird thing with the chair in front of him. I just got extremely angry and decided to write that I don’t know why I’m usually not and now I’m all nervous and trying to justify what I just wrote, but should I even worry about it? Now I’m being a fucking idiot acting all weird thinking about it bah, fuck it all. I’m still sick and not feeling good and this cough is driving me crazy I can’t wait till school is out thank god for history class and I can Ace it without even trying its going to help my GPA out and make it looked like I sorta tried haha. So anyway I saw Kung Fu hustle twice this weekend and I loved it, it was fucking awesome I have so much empathy for heroic figures like the kung fu masters. I honestly had tears well up in my eyes when the kung fu masters stood up for the citizens as the axe gang was going to light that family on fire. I hope Billy and I go to Europe like we planned that would be fucking sweet it is going to be one crazy adventure. I also can’t wait till today is over because that means only 2 more days of classes till summer. Oh something that really fucking makes me angry about people in the United States is that their humor and their ideas about what is cool and funny is really really fucked up. Example in the Kung Fu hustle this kid stood up for a girl who was getting attacked up 5 or 6 bullies for her lollipop and then he couldn’t do anything but thought he could beat them up…. So the bullies beat the crud out of him and then pissed on him….. The biggest laugh…. The biggest fucking laugh in the audience was the scene where the kid got pissed on. That was so fucked up I wanted to stand up and say what the fuck is wrong with you people. Yeah lets laugh at a kid who tried to stand up for something and be a good person… like you ever had the balls to stand up to 5 or 6 people attacking a women, you’d probably just turn your back so what do you do. You laugh at him as he gets pissed on. Makes me angry. Why do people come into class 30-45min late there is no fucking point. All it does is disrupt the class. I have been brought to a low because of my current situation in life, it sucks. I keep telling myself 2 hours to go Brandon two hours and you can go home sleep, watch tv do whatever you want. I really shouldn’t be this mad about the girl sitting in front of me but I want to put my foot on the chair and now I’m limited from doing so because of her inability to choose 1 of the 50 open seats at the front to middle of the class. Unconsciously I step on her Mass communication folder beneath her seat I think I’m doing it out of spite but I’m not that mean. She has a coffee to. With a lid and a straw I personally hate coffee. I started to write out my little rant about how I hate coffee drinkers and coffee people but I won’t because that’s just an unfair generalization.

[Jonathan]

Long Live Tork...

[flyingsnow]

Law school is cutthroat.

I fucking hate law school. No seriously. Why am I even here? Just wondering. I work my ass off and feel confident, and yet people aren’t willing to let me feel confident and have a little bit of a life during this examination period. It’s not that I am just completely saying screw it about my exams. Oh no. I’ve been busting my ass all year to do well and now I feel pretty good. Is that so wrong?

So my problem lies in the fact that almost everyone here that I know just doesn’t want to even go out for one night a whole freakin week before our first exam! Ok, am I crazy, or have I sold my soul to the devil? I mean, one lousy drink, is that too much to ask? Oh, and speaking of which, I am on a non-drinking diet until after my last final. Yeah, not my style. A friend of mine is making me do it, but I just can’t. I relieve stress with a glass of wine or two and just taking it easy for one night. I’m not like most of the people in my class who are so focused on doing well on exams that we have no control over! I mean, I just can’t sit back and worry over every possible thing that can be on these exams – I’ve had one mental breakdown in my early twenties, I really don’t want another one!

And I feel like no one understands. All of my friends had to rush home tonight to get back to work and all I wanted was to just go grab a drink and sit on the veranda of some chill bar and just relax. Let the night ease away into a sleepy dawn and drag my ass home. It was a wicked clutch night tonight, and what do I do? Walk home from the T and get home to a financial aid packet and my computer to just sit here and bitch. So yeah, I’m bored as hell, want to take a break and celebrate completing my first year of law school. That’s all. I feel that’s a pretty damn big accomplishment. No more classes. They’re over. Granted, I know that we’ve got exams left, but the bulk of the work is done. Now all I have to do is study and sit for 5 exams. That is no easy feat, I agree; however, I don’t see the need nor the intelligence in getting myself so worked up about exams that when I get in there I choke or have a mild stroke before the exam period even starts.

So yeah, that’s just how I feel. After this semester I feel like 5 years of my life have been shaved off due to stress and uneasiness. I mean, I almost got kicked out because some little twat decided to tell on me for signing some friends into a class that they couldn’t make because they were snowed in. I didn’t even know the little bastard.

And now my friends are all being lame about exams. No offense Badkitty, I know you’ll read this (I’m counting on it). So yeah, it’s been a rough semester (granted it could’ve been worse). It’s just hard coming to a new place, trying to find a group that you mesh with – both intellectually and socially, as well as trying to keep up with mounds of work that must get done ASAP or else I’ll be screwed by the time finals get here. And I’ve done that. I feel prepared. Maybe that’s my Achilles heal, I don’t know. Maybe I’m just getting too confident and I shouldn’t, I should just stick to it and keep being extremely focused until I’m so burnt out that my brain hurts. That’s what everyone else does.

So what’s the problem, you might ask. Why is this chick crying like a little girl? Well, the fact of the matter is that I’m stuck up here all by myself. And those people who I would normally hang out with are too busy studying… Only Badkitty is as chill as I am and she’s got other friends to hang with (because she’s from up here). So I’m stuck drinking by myself at home. Watching NBC while Broken does his paper (because he’s got a hella lot to do the next couple of weeks). All alone. It just sucks.

A professor of mine had a good piece of advice. Her advice is to stay away from all of those people that make you anxious. To tune them out and just be confident in yourself, your work, and your intelligence. Does this mean that I should stay away from my study group, my friends? That’s not what I want. However, they are definitely doing a number on my confidence… Is this something that I should be feeling? Is that what is normal? Maybe it’s the zoloft talking, but I don’t feel that way at all! /sigh I guess that’s all I can do; sit around, by myself with my glass of wine, and wonder…

She also talked about people who went around and intentionally tried to make people nervous about exams. Those people who come up and say: You studied about the unborn widow, right? I mean, that’s in your outline right? When clearly the professor has already told us that this particular issue is not even going to be on the exam (and if you ask me now what that is I’d have to say I have no clue). So now I’m paranoid. Should I be freaking out? Are these people trying to make me anxious? What’s going on???

But, I guess my main question is: should I be unbearably anxious over my exams? That’s the question with which I will leave you all (and since this is a long posting section only, you can start a new thread and let me know if you feel so compelled).

[photon]

5.2.05

Well I havn't been online for a bit due to the fact I'm pissed off at my little carby friend. I'm working on my summons right now and so I'm traveling back and forth to kill ifrit and titan. Now I'm 0/3 so far on ifrit and 0/1 on titan.

My carby turned traitor on me for my last fight with Ifrit. I did the 3 SL like I wanted, BUT on the second casting of it, guess what only 56DMG WTF!!11 and the first and third SL were 230DMG on lightsday, so WTFWTF.

It just go's to show this fukn game is out to get all of us..lol. Well I'm not coming on full blast until I get these stupid summons. After this I'm going to be a lvling whore and get my RDM to 65 for ZM and CoP.

Then lvling Whm,Blm,Smn to 50, Bard and Bst are there just for kicks, so I'm not worried about them anytime soon, but I'll get to them as well. I'm just getting mad at this. I've played this game for more then yr and one stupid little fight like this bugs me...lol Man lvling is easier then fighting stupid lvl 20 avatar fights..lol

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~ Tork.

Hmm. I really can't say anything about why US has the humor that it does. I laugh at things that are stupid and sick, wierd and outragous, but I just can't speak for everyone else. If I was to guess I would think it's a environmental thing.

Well what I mean to say is people in various places have a certain way of doing things about multiple subjects. Now Morals are the same way. People move in herds. We were told at one time that Women had no rights, they couldn't vote had no free will outside of the house there were chained too. Even now there are people still like that, but slowly the times change and accept women should have rights.

Now the subject at hand is Gay couples getting married, this is going to be yet another long process in which people are going to not like, but it is nessuary to debate about. People will accept it over time. Its like having a fight and coming to a conclusion. Over and over the process continues with new things to pick at. This will never end.

All I'm saying is you were raised in a loving home I'm guessing that is wrong to pick on the little guy, help them instead, defend them.

Now with other people they may not be raised in this mannor and you may see this. For example going to the movies and seeing other peoples reactions during Kung Fu Hastle.

Persionaly I've seen the movie and know the scenes your talking about, but the way japanesse film there movie's there alot of openings for interruption for everybodys eyes to see.

I'll let you in on something, your feelings on these scenes as being messed-up is correct. Thoses scene were made to be sad. Its just the way it was filmed that makes it seem funny to people, but I'm sure if you went to japan and seen this movie there, you would have alot of people crying. Just have to deal with it I guess.
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~Flying

O.o Law school need i say more..heh. No really if this was something at one point that you wanted to do, stick with it. It's ok to lose your way from time to time just lets you know that your human, Exams..hehe This is just a state of mind, people feel that exams, tests are a way to see your knowledge.

Why people panic, fluster, choke, cram, or even slit there wrist is over my head. IMO test and exams are a way of making sure that the professors and teachers arn't wasting there time on students for any reason. Its a way of finding out there whos going to better as something for any reason.

Just take your time study on the nessuary things, relax and enjoy the time you have available to you. Your trying to do this and your surroundings keep you from this. All you can do is find another group of people or crowd to do this with. You shouldn't have to find another study group if they serve there need. Just find some people that are just a bit more relex like yourself.

I had alot of studing to do for my computer science degree. A test once a wk, followed by an exam once a month per course, 32 courses in all, ranging from computer operations to Bussiness intergration concepts, as most people know about computers there alot of manuels and GOD books for anything dealing with computer. It pretty close to studing law. The vocab is just as bad and some terms fly over my head even as i'm writing this to you now.

All you can do is relax and take it day by day and try to make the most of it.

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[photon]

WooooHoooo! congrats to Flying for making Longest posting.

Reward 20k

Thanks flying.

[flyingsnow]

hehe, ty! sorry i haven't been around to chat, still going through exam period! anyways, thanks again photon! it'll go to my elemenal staff fund. ;D ty sooo much!

[drudge]

too many words... cant think right...

/em rolls up in a ball in his corner

[Gael]

I was gonna be a jerk and post one of my short stories.

Ah well, congrats, Snow.

[BS]

[glow=red,2,300]CONGRATS DARLING! MORE MONEY FOR ELEMENTAL STAVES![/glow]

[photon]

Hmmm.. did I hear ele staff fund... MWHAHAHA!!

give me acouple of days then I'll be passing out surprises...hehe. sorry I'm on a don't as don't tell policy.

I havn't sent the money yet, just been busy, but I do have it, just need to send it the next time I'm online.

Been working a bit extra at work, doing some web designs so I'm going to be online again.

[flyingsnow]

well, photon, broken got a monster signa and so i've got all of my elemental staves now. so if you wanna give the moolah to tork, that would be good too! or just keep it, up to you. anyways, back to studying! hope to see you soon!

-snow-

[photon]

Well I'm going to give the money to you anyways seeing that its yours, but if you want to give it to tork thats cool just want to make sure that I did give it to you first.

I'm kinda ticked off at work right now seeing I have to be here and all. Plus I'm like 1.5k to lvl 55 and its just sitting there taunting me.. /sigh

I'll get to it I'm going to drop some new cab5 lines in my house so then I can play on the internet anywhere in the house thats going to be fun.

[drudge]

surprises!!! where, i want something!
come on, take sympathy, im a lv 23 thf and i dont get to play often so i cant lv!!!
i need gil, i only have like 10k, and thats not anough to buy equip for my lv... =(

[drudge]

p.s. i dont know where to make money but cyrstals... but i dont have time to farm them... lol

i realy dont care about the surprises, im just trying to make small talk and get another one of thouse star things by name!