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Post by Markus on Apr 18, 2005 21:27:51 GMT -5
*Tempts Krazi with liver*
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Post by mirowr on Apr 18, 2005 21:29:01 GMT -5
*Tempts Krazi with liver* mmmmmmm....... |
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Post by Ruuk on Apr 19, 2005 8:23:21 GMT -5
lol
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Post by flyingsnow on Apr 19, 2005 11:40:58 GMT -5
krazi, it sucks but i totally understand. i know i'ma have to take a month break too, but things in life will only go up from here. don't think about coming back. you need this break. and if you decide, like meeka said, after a few months that it may be worth it again, you sure can come back! but don't come back at least until the end of may. give yourself some time to grow and live life. that's what you need, so do it. don't let our love for you pull you back in to something that brings you down. we'll always be here on the forums, and that should work just fine. just do what you need to do to make life worth living and not just for other people, but for yourself. we'll miss you, but you'll be here, like always, like all of us, on the boards, in the heart of EO.
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Post by tempus on Apr 19, 2005 21:25:48 GMT -5
The little bitch keeps coming on for a few minutes. Hell, last night he was even xp'ing for a while. Look fooker, go away long enough to see if you can really get it out of your system at least. And no, 2 days does not qualify as "long enough". And... much as I hate to say it, and other people are prolly gonna disagree here, stay away from this forum during that time as well. If after a week or 2 of no FF usage, no FF forum usage; you dont miss it... then well its obvious. If you miss it, decide from there.
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Post by mirowr on Apr 19, 2005 21:42:47 GMT -5
There's no point in doing that, who wouldn't miss us?! EVERYONE COMES BACK, CANT YOU SEE?!
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Post by Krazi on Apr 20, 2005 16:45:35 GMT -5
lol Tempus, I miss it after a day. Its a decision of the better good that makes it the most difficult.
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Post by tempus on Apr 20, 2005 16:48:45 GMT -5
I didnt use the best wording there... hrrrmmm. Its not a matter of will you miss it, of course you will. The question is, can you live w/out it, be happy, and do everything you need to do? Its a game, there are others...
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Post by Itachisasuke on Apr 20, 2005 20:21:09 GMT -5
i hate to use cliche's but Krazi "A mans gotta do what a mans gotta do". Whether it makes you happy or not never put anything between your family and your goals.
Now in a sick way i could warp this into a pleading statement for you to stay but in reality you gotta look out for yourself dude. Whatever the decision may be staying (what we all want you to do) or having to leave we support you fully in your decision and we encourage you to obtain your life's goals^^
So take a break and let those emotional/self-motivated juices do the talking and never foget you always have a home here at [EO]
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Post by Ruuk on Apr 20, 2005 22:51:34 GMT -5
Hey, I just noticed something... Check out Krazi's Personal Text next to his avatar. It reads, "Play Hard or Don't Play At All!" So...in other words you're saying, shit or get off the pot. Hmmm...interesting.
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Post by tempus on Apr 20, 2005 23:40:47 GMT -5
Thats the first time you've noticed that miruuk?? lol
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Post by Ruuk on Apr 21, 2005 9:02:32 GMT -5
No, only my subtle attempt to point something out.
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Post by Krazi on Apr 21, 2005 10:27:36 GMT -5
That is what this whole thing is about miruuk. How can I say that if I cant do it? I can play, and probably will play, long as I get to hang with you. But am I cheating myself and others by not going hardcore crazy, freakish style like you and destro do?
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Post by Krazi on Apr 22, 2005 16:31:32 GMT -5
Well, I gotta say something. First, I'm sorry to be undecisive and flopping around a little bit on this decision. Its a tough one though. You guys make it tough. I logged in the day I said this shit and started selling everything. For the next 2 or 3 days it didnt matter. I hated I was leaving but I thought it was for the best.
So the next day Tempus tells me his real name and it hits me. This is the END. Its time to say my goodbyes. A few more things to sell and its over. I started by writing one of my goodbyes. LONG ass PM to someone. It made me cry. I didnt send it. It wasnt the time or the place to do that yet. But it got me thinking.
So, then I notice Miruuk is back into full swing bout to hit 75.....What a fucker. lol So I think some more.
I've decided that its just not time yet to leave. But some changes have to be made if I'm gonna be able to continue forward. The Monk is dead. Hes done done-dee. I think I'm gonna take up beastmaster. Perfect job for a guy that cant xp for hours at a time and doesnt have the patience to xp with morons. Plus if I can somehow catch Miruuks SMN we will own all.
Next, its all about the balance. I think I can achieve this since I can go at my own pace and log and leave whenever I see fit.
I also am thinking about documenting my bst adventures on a website, this way I can still keep up on some of my GCom skills and plus it would be fun. I looked at where alot of my inspiration has come from this semester for school and at least half of it was this game. So I cant take that away. Its not time anyway. So doing that and trying to keep up the EO site should keep me up to date. Along with trying to do at least one tutorial off the net every 2 weeks or so I should get better at that shit. I'm also looking for a new job that entails some of the stuff I've learned.
If anything needs more time its my responsiblities at my house. The problem is I work everyday or am at school for 12 hours. So, why do I feel I dont deserve some time for myself? WTF? Anyway I can fix that easy. 15 mins of shit around the house goes a long way.
I spend plenty of time with my g/f. Most time that we can do shit together we do it. So with summer coming up maybe we will get some more time. I welcome that, its not a chore.
So I think I've thought alot of this thru. Tell me if I missed something. You guys are great and I apologize again for the flopping. I believe I at least owe this last stint to myself and you guys. Thanks guys. I love you all.
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Post by Itachisasuke on Apr 22, 2005 16:40:11 GMT -5
nice to here you are staying bro. I am really happy as are the rest of the LS i am sure. BST sounds like it will be perfect for you ^^ and i am super glad to here you have found a way to integrate your school into your adventure in game. Makes me even more excited to see another one of your pages. Being a person who designs websites in his free time i like to see other peoples work and admire it. Your site on [EO] is awsome and i hope your BST Chronicles site will be as awsome and entertaining ^^
All and all i'd like to say ...."GLAD TO HAVE YA BACK DUDE!!!!! AND LET THE GOOD TIMES ROLL"^^
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