quitting

[tempus]

aidar said:

Closest you will get to Isabo T is if you goto "The Real Me" thread pull her pic up and lick the screen....... wait..did I just give you an Idea???

I wouldnt lick my screen, but you I donno if you're aware, but I have a very large screen, so her pic is quite large.... RAWR

-t

[mirowr]

First of all, i'm drunk.

First of all, wow.

Fifth of all, i did not see this coming at all meeka!

Second of all, ewwwwwww temp

Third loave you

[Itachisasuke]

No meekers don't go..... we neeeeeed you....

on a more supportive note. I understnd you are having some ard times in game and i encourage to rethink your quitting (mostly for me and not for you ) but if it just comes down to u quitting please stay in touch and i wish u well on all your lives endeavors ^^

[Meeka]

I lurve you guys so much. You make me want to stay, you really do. Too bad I can't filter out all of the people who aren't on the LS and only play with you guys.

Rowr, I didn't see it coming either. And congrats on being a 17 year old drunk. lol

Itachi, you're breaking my heart I swear. I've been thinking about it but I right now with this game I'm feeling like "Burn me once shame on you, burn me twice shame on me" and this is the 2nd time.

[isabo]

First of all, Meeka, I understand you completely. I have taken numerous breaks from the game just to stay sane. Aidar doesn't understand why I get so upset about certain things...maybe it's a female thing, but I know where you're coming from and I hope that maybe after an extended break you might reconsider???

On another note, Aidar's comment caused some bad mental pictures for YOU GUYS? Try being the subject of that post >< LMAO.

[cylla]

isabo said:

First of all, Meeka, I understand you completely. I have taken numerous breaks from the game just to stay sane. Aidar doesn't understand why I get so upset about certain things...maybe it's a female thing, but I know where you're coming from and I hope that maybe after an extended break you might reconsider???

On another note, Aidar's comment caused some bad mental pictures for YOU GUYS? Try being the subject of that post >< LMAO.

Maybe it is just a female thing? lol I don't really though, because even Nymm has been talking about turning off his account next month. So I guess guys get it also ; ; But yeah like everyone else I'm feeling the burn out just the same, that why I haven't been on. Half the time I think about quitting and then I think. Damn I spentt all this time to get SMN up to lvl 70 I don't really want to stop now do I? And I do love the ppl in EO and only about a few outside of EO that I care about. I've made the greatest of friends in FF and found the most mental cases in FF there is *smirks* I hear you Meeka, would be nice if we could just shut out everyone that not EO and play. Us females would be so much more happy, won't we?

[Meeka]

I'm really glad to see that I'm not the only one that feels this way. Maybe all the chicks should ban together and have femme only parties? lol I might be happier that way.

[isabo]

Or we could find a way to have static parties with EO members.... Or you could find just one person that you party with. I only party with Aidar or at least one member of EO so I know I am safe. Everyone here has your back and we'll keep the icky people away

[Meeka]

Honestly, I'm really pissed that I missed Promy-Holla yesterday... that sort of set me off, and I felt like, why am I going to get so upset about missing out on an event. So, then I started thinking how I am pretty much never available for events, and that isn't going to get me very far, and certainly doesn't help the ls. Then I started getting angry for playing since the DAY the game was released, and that I'm only 58 BLM and that's my ONLY JOB (whm sub but I hate playing WHM!!)

Then I joined a party. As we were going to camp, I made a ridiculously embarrassing mistake that got me killed and the party members started saying really nasty shit to me. That was what pushed me over the edge and I just decided that I had enough of the game.

This game is supposed to be about enjoyment, and if I am not enjoying it, why do I keep playing? The desire to obtain lvl 75 kills me because it feels *so* far away. I've had the same crappy armor forever. I can't ever get my AF, and once I do, what's the big deal? I'm just like every other BLM out there. The game doesn't offer enough variety for me. I have nothing over any other BLM mithra out there. And as the shitbags in the party pointed out to me, I am a pathetic BLM if I can't handle myself against the situation that presented in their party yesterday. So... Why stay aggravated?

I figure, I will probably get more joy out of handing my stuff out than I will out of staying in the game. The worst and hardest part of all is that I truly enjoyed everyone's company here. I like the feel of the game, I like the atmosphere blah blah. I love the camaraderie in EO. But, the gameplay itself is seriously lacking for me. I feel like I can't do anything by myself, I always need someone to hold my hand. Maybe that's my "playing style" because I like social interactions... but it's not going to get me any further in the game. Seriously guys, 3 years and only level 58? How much money has SE taken from me? I feel like it's a waste. The times with you all were not wasted, but the hours of aggravation I felt were pointless.

SE would have to offer me something really juicy to get me to stay right now. And I don't foresee static EO parties as working out. I'm sorry. =\

[lolAerya]

I´d get you your blm af, moldavite and the items u need, and also static with u with my thf job if I knew that´d make u stay... but u seem decided
but if u ever think about coming back, send me a tell and I´ll come help u out
I get burned sometimes too playing this game, too long hours lfp, stupid deaths like this morning trying to get offering, I trained half the zone and I didn´t want to escape and have to walk all the way back... ended up dieing and I´m about to delevel, that costed me more than half an hour worth of exp in a good pt.... the joyeuse I can´t get /sigh
all those little things that make u really annoyed and want to quit, but then I think about the fun time I have, and if I stop playing what am I going to do? probably start playing another game... lol
and I have lots of fun helping people, that keeps me logging in everyday to chat and just waste a bit more of my time... is it worth it? I dunno, but I like it
I wish the best for u in what u decide to do with your new free time ^^

[Itachisasuke]

quit the negativity kid. We can make it work just gives us a chance ^^ we love you too much meeka to see you go up in a burst of anger and flames ^^

[Ody]

Maybe you should try a switch up of the jobs... forget blm if your not having fun with it, there are plenty of diff. jobs that might interest you. If you feel like you want to play and xp on your own time, you should try out bst... play at your own pace and no hassles from party members and such. We just dont want to see you go

[tempus]

Meeka would make a HAWT SEXY BST!!!!!!!!!!

-t

[Meeka]

>.> I'll consider this.

[Itachisasuke]

damn right u will